How as Peter Kay would say about the hobnob, come on dunk me again. Again I can take it. I won't crumble.
No longer is this true for the majority of us that are going through the ascension. For we are feeling all the negativity of every human being that we come into contact with and the intensity is debilitating.
Feelings that are inflating to the point of altering our personalities to become the opposite to how we once were, left wondering if this is temporary or permanent?
All the old coping mechanisms are being stripped away one by one, until we are left open, bare and afraid.
Some of the emotions, feelings and behaviours that I am talking about are:
An emptiness, hollow, the protective layers have vanished and we are left bare and unprepared for what is too come and so we seek Isolation and reclusiveness.
When we have observed other individuals we notice that all around us is negative conversations, life changing illnesses, major life events rocking our foundations and so we begin so display detachment from other humans.
Zero tolerance to negative individuals or situations. The pain and deep negative spiral is too hard to keep a positive frame of mind and you can feel yourself in the vortex drifting down with them.
Spending vast amounts of time alone and in silence.
Soul searching yet with no answers coming forth.
Why is this happening? Not just close to us but all over the world. Why are our foundations shaking to its core. life events, volcanic eruptions, earthquakes.
The time is coming to rebuild a bigger better loving environment. a planet that cares for one an all.
Over the last few months I have been wondering and sole searching, yet the answers are evading me and I have struggled to write my blog, but I feel I owe it to myself and others to try to explain, even though as yet I do not have the answers.
I feel however that this period is my greatest learning curve yet. I have been stripped bare and feel like a vulnerable child. Why?
A child sees things for the first time, yet I am an adult now feeling like a child.
The difference is that I have the experience of seeing life and all that it throws at you. Now I am able to look at it through very newborn eyes.
Yet with the knowledge from my past life for I feel like a rebirth is happening.
I used to believe that unconditional love meant that you forgave everything and everyone, regardless of the mistakes they made or how they treated you..
That we all should work together to explain and see different view points, which to a certain degree is true, its when we try to change each other when we have not lived through the learning curve fully and experienced the consequences, that the problems begin.
For in order to learn we have to be allowed to make our own mistakes, this enables us to move forward on our own journey, not someone else's.
The lessons so far for me have been that you can help people in your life that are receptive to it and there are others that just take you on an emotional rollercoaster and you always end up right back where you started. Ready for the ride again and that is what they may enjoy, but we all have a choice whether we ride with them anymore or not. So some of us may choose to step of the ride and let them have their time.
Now I walk away from these individuals for I realise that they are not on the same journey as I and I don't feel unkind for doing it. I realise that it would be unhealthy of me to carry on trying to help when clearly they do not need it at this time. We have to show them our boundaries.
Having our own boundaries and self respect enables us to love unconditionally. We have no expectations.
Let's look at it like we are stood in the centre of a field and people come into our life and we recognise sooner rather than later that some will remain in that inner circle with you, yet also some of them will move out to the outer circles, why? Because either one of us have crossed one of their boundaries and so they are moved to the first outer circle, if something happens again the next circle and so on. Equally there will be individuals that start at the very outer edges and end up right in the core.
Through these processes we form our soul groups, the ones that walk alongside us, totally understanding and through time we form the pack ready to move on to do our sole purpose.
We all have to remember the square can fit in a square hole yet the triangle can not and so the triangles form together and the squares form together thus creating harmony and healthy growth.
And so I shall try to enlighten you as my journey progresses.
I know the negative is here at the forefront to be death with.
And so as in practical magic.
Feel free to grab a broom.....and lets clean house......
Read my blog on Metamorphosis for more on this topic.
Love & light always Katrina x
